The D Word.

So the D word has proved to be a much easier obstacle to tackle then I had originally imagined.
I thought I would be so chained to my love of cheese and chocolate and things that go in the microwave that I'd have to run 3 miles just to prevent GAINING weight.
But something has changed within me (something is not the same)


It has become clear to me that in order to get the results I want- I actually have to eat different, not just "plan on it" or "try". This is something my wonderful Andrew has been screaming at me for months (because that is how long I have been trying to get going on this). But there is always that chasm between knowing in your head and actually realizing first hand.
But after eating different for 2 days and actually seeing a slight change in the numbers on the scale, I realized it must be done. Whether it was water weight- or the fact I was wearing different clothes or if it was actually due to my food choices- it was the kick in the butt I needed.



So despite the Moes I had today (yum)- which I realize I will have to work extra hard at getting rid of- The D word is no longer my enemy



Here is a picture of my new set up so maybe I can get rid of my fat arms.

Real fancy ay?

Anyway, today was my day off and I used it like I normally due- doing nothing much with my handsome man. I did however receive a T.J.Max gift card from my wonderful employer last week; "just because" (she is awesome), and in order to heighten motivation I used it to purchase a sports bra ( and some other cool things) and THEN American Eagle had jumbo sale on athletics so I bought a pair of gym shorts and another sports bra. I tell myself it's to better my future.

Tonight Inception opens, which we are all pretty excited for. I'm going to try and get a free refill of popcorn with the tub Jon bought last time. I don't feel like its stealing or any remorse at all, whatsoever, because it costs them like $1 to make and they charge me $13. I should get 13 refills.

How about some Optimism.

Be thankful for everything you already have. When you get more, you'll feel very blessed, because you already had all you needed.